Wednesday, January 23, 2008
After reading my boyfriend blog.. I personally agreed what he said, we must CHERISH
our loved one.. My wish is to hope that my grandma and grandpa can witness me during my marriage, and let them carry my children..I hope they can live longer, but I know some things is not under control by me.. All this thing is god will decide the fate!! Since I was a baby, my grandama was the one who looks after me and bring to school!! Me and my grandama relationship is very close!!
I remembered there was once my grandma admitted to the hospital for gall bladder stone and some other medical condition.. That time there was one doctor called my aunt and tell me that my grandma is seriously ill, and told us faster come and visit her.. At that moment of time, I immediately burst into tears, I did not expect this will happen.. Another bad thing is the next day was my N LEVEL EXAM, I cannot concentrate my study for the next paper, all I care is my grandma!! At that time I thought, how could I live without my grandma who have been with me for 16 yrs, and now she may go!!! I DON'T WANT THIS TO HAPPEN!!!
Luckily, after that my grandma feeling better.. the doctor really scared all of us!! I was so happy that my grandma is well!! Now what I can do, is to spend more time with my grandma and bring her around when I free, as I need to study so it will be quite hard for me to find time!! But I will definely spend time with her...
I hope that everyone will CHERISH their loved one, and please not neglect them!! that's all!!
10:49 PM
Monday, January 21, 2008
Today during biology lesson, my lecturer tell us about a thing call pacemaker.. this thing is a metal piece that put inside a person heart whose heart always stop suddenly!! The surgeon will operate the patient heart and put that metal piece into the person heart, so when the person heart stop, the metal piece will send a signal to the brain and signal it to pump the haert again.. When the moment my lecturer talk about heart..the lst thing i think of is my beloved grandma, cos she have a heart problem.Since young untill now, my grandma always take care of me, although sometimes she will scold me, but I know in her heart, she really care for me!
I am afraid one day her heart will stop and passed away anytime without any sign!! Heart attack is a major health issue in worldwide!! I know one day my grandma will passed away as now she is already 80 plus... I really hope that all my beloved one will always stay by my side, but I know one day, everyone of us will go through the stage of death.
Everyone of us must treasure the loved one we have as you may not know when the person will leave you!! I love my grandma, family and my dearest boyfriend!!(muacks)
9:46 PM
Oh man my practical and biology test is coming soon which is next week, STRESS!!! Just started school about 2 week plus, test is coming!! Better start studying and prepare myself!! ALot of memorising for biology blar blar...I have to study 5 chapter and memorise everything!! In nursing course BIOLOGY is the most STRESSFUL module, no matter what I must push myself to achieve good result!! That's all!! Will update bout my result!!
9:40 PM
In the past, I never treasure the opportunity which i have... In the end my whole life change, seems that I have no future..because the course i want to study, i cannot go back again.. which is NURSING COURSE!! I use to take nursing course after that i quit, after that i go into business course..At first i have the interest, as time goes by, I feel so boring.... cos i always have to memorise all those rubbish stuff which make me feel that i am memorising something that is not useful at all.
Finally, this year, I can go back and study what I want...really very happy.. At first i went to apply, i am shrtlisted for the course and went to the interview, that moment i jump with excitement... sadly, i never get through the interview.
At the moment when I know that i cannot get in, my whole life really change, the first thing in my mind is 'OH MY GOD IHAVE NO FUTURE' what should i do??
The next day my mum help me call the school and ask them to give me another chance to study.. Finally, the section head let me in after a serious consideration!! Thank you MR TAY!! From that day onwards, I always tell myself, never give up again keep on going no matter how hard the course is!!! In life I will meet more challenge to deal with so I must be strong..
Lastly,I have to thank my dear for his support for letting me to go and complete my course and my aspiration!! oh and thank you for helping me to correct the letter haha!! Remember to treasure your opportunity as not everytime you will have another chance!!
1:56 AM
Wow... finally i can use my internet!!! so happy..lol Hmm.. the first thing i want to say is, i really have to thank my precious dear to help me create this wonderful blog for me... thank you for all the hard work i know by creating a blog, you need to use plenty of your time... I love you!! I appreciate your hard work very nice thank you so much!! muacks!!! Specially for my dear HUBBY!!
1:40 AM
