My heart knows, you're a missing piece for me....

Nursing ica!!

2012-01-26T19:42:00.001+08:00

Rushing to add on adult nursing presentation ppt slide!!

2009-12-19T03:01:00.002+08:00

Today is our 4th anniversary.. But this year is different, hubby is not around.. He is in Palau Teklong.. I miss you hubby.. 19 Dec is our anniversary.. without hubby by my side, i feel so empty.
Hubby I want you to come back, can't wait to see you on the 24 Dec.. We will have to celebrate our anniversary on the 25 Dec 2009.. Happy 4th Anniversary.. I love you hubby!!

2009-12-07T23:23:00.002+08:00

4 more days hubby will be entering National Service.. I don't want him to go.. I want him by my side.. Haiz.. Sickening government.. I will miss you badly hubby!! Hubby will be back on the christmas eve, 2 weeks later.. Dear, do take care of yourself in NS, remember to mix with the right friend ok!! I love you Hubby, I will wait for you.. Muack muack!

2009-11-04T16:40:00.003+08:00

Dear Hubby, thank you so much for spending your time for doing the slide show in my blog. I really love it very much, yes I really cried. Dear, I really can't wait to go back on the 21lst to see you. I miss your hug and the warmth from your hand.. When I come back, I will give you a good hug and squeeze you!! I can't wait to hug and kiss you... Dear I really wanna come home!! Everyday I am counting my days.. I love you Hubby! Muack!!

2009-11-04T02:52:00.002+08:00

Dearest Dear! I have taken my time to do the slide show below for u! I hope that u will enjoy this! I know u'll definitely cry when u see this... Hush Hush.... I will let u see your grandma this fri! I will wait til 21st Nov for you to be back in singapore! and i can't wait to squeeze u in my arms....I Love YOU! seriously....

Your Hubby, Kiazell!

Enjoy it below....

2009-11-04T02:49:00.007+08:00

2009-10-22T23:43:00.005+08:00

Next saturday I will be leaving Singapore to Australia(MELBOURNE) for my overseas attachment. I will definely miss my grandmother and my dearest hubby... i will be going there for 3 weeks, will be back on the 21 November. I will really miss the time i spend with my grandma and hubby. My grandma is having dementia, so the thing I worry is her safety and health.. I love you ah ma!! For hubby, I really will miss his joke, laughter and the time we spent together..e.g: jogging, eating and lots and lots of thing. I hope time will run fast and finish everthing.

To my Dearest Hubby:
Dear, do remember to take good care of yourself ok?? Remember to have enough sleep!! I will everyday call you and we must everyday webcam ok?? No matter how busy or tired I am, I will definely call you... Dear, must wait for me ok? I promise I will buy a SPECIAL GIFT for you!! I love you lots lots hubby!! MUACKS MUACKS!!

2009-10-22T23:03:00.004+08:00

Next saturday, I will be flying over to Australia(MELBOURNE).. I know I will definely cry during the flight. I really can't bear to leave my grandmother and my Hubby!! Dear I will really miss you lots lots... I will miss your joke, laughter, and the time we spend together. To me 3 weeks is really very long!! I promise I will definely buy a special gift for my Hubby!!

To my Dearest Hubby: Before I leave the country, do remember take good care of yourself!! Remember to get enough rest and eat well.. Must wait for me okok??? I will everyday give you a call and we must everyday webcam!! No matter how busy I am, I will always remember you and find time to call you! I love you hubby very much!! Muacks muacks!!

2009-04-07T03:15:00.005+08:00

Back from Taiwan... I came back on 31 March 11.40pm arrive Singapore. I have a wonderful time in taiwan. The food is nice especially the bubble tea, the pearl is fantastic. Everyday I get to drink alot of tea which is my favourite.. I can't resist the honey red tea.. The first day when we arrive Taipei, the weather was really cold. 15 degree celsius. For me I can't take cold, but overall I overcome it.. haha!! We arrive taipei at 5.30pm. After everything was done, we head dowm to the reception to ask for youth travellers tag. The purpose of the tag, is to get more discount from some places, e.g: the theme park. Next we head down and book a bus to our hotel, the name of the bus is call free go bus. But if translate in chinese is called "FEI GOU BA SHI". Sound interesting?? If you guys have my facebook, can check it up my photos in Taiwan. If I have a chance, I will definely travel to Taiwan again!! especially with my hubby!! Thank you hubby for taking care of me in taiwan. I love you!

2009-03-24T17:15:00.002+08:00

Hi guys, tomorrow i will be leaving singapore to taiwan for a holiday..I will be going with my boyfriend and his friends. Hopefullly i will enjoy my trip.. Leaving house at 10am.. shall update again!! see you!!

2009-03-15T04:28:00.003+08:00

Hi everybody!! I am back again.. Well, basically this few months was really a busy month. Full of test, project and exam. Finally now everything is settled. Exam is over!! I will miss you guys for this 3 months cos we will not be seeing each other.. (Yong Xin, Yanwen, Josephine and Yun Fang). Everyone of us must jia you!! Now I am 20 years old, no more 1 in the front. Can consider adult, oh my god it means i am going to turn old soon..

Well, basically what i do today is spending time with my hubby and taking video of my grandmother... It was really fun!! First, early in the morning about 6.30am, drove out and pick my boyfriend for our breakfast at serangoon garden. Hubby ate fried rice with fish fillet, as for me, I ate fried bee hoon with fish fillet and luncheon meat. Hubby also packing bee hoon for his family. Next we head down to my house and rest. In the evening, this is the time hubbby took video while I am playing with my grandmother. It was really fun, I teach my grandma to say 12345678910 in english!! Hubby teach my grandma to say hello infront of the camera!! So cute.. Basically I can see that my grandma love playing with hubbby!!

At night, we head down to plaza singapura and shop for our tent. I also get some grocery back to prepare to cook for my grandparents and hubby for tomorrow.. After that hubby drive back to his house and we take a rest.. next we will fetch hubby dad back from his work place together with hubby sis(Jolyn). She is so cute!!

Lastly, head down back to my house and we packet roti prada, bee hoo goreng and mee goreng for my parents..

THE END FOR TODAY!! bYE bye...

2008-12-16T00:26:00.003+08:00

This friday will be my 3rd anniversary with hubby.. can't wait for this day. We have been through so much, now we are celebrating our 3rd anniversary, I will never forget this day. Will update again for my anniversary event e.g( where we celebrate and what we do)!!

2008-12-09T22:38:00.002+08:00

Yesterday, 7.30am drive to hubby house and fetch him to house and have breakfast!! It was really fun.. evening time, hubby and me we went to suntec city shopping.. I bought a rubiks cube at toyrus and hubby bought a christmas present for his little sister. We bought bubble tea chocolate milkshake at rockery for $3.20, expensive right!! but is nice lol!! Dinner, hubbby ate thai fried rice, for me i ate claypot chicken dice rice. We packet and go to esplanade and eat, ROMANTIC??? Overall, yesterday i really enjoy my day with hubby.. Shall see hubby this thurs miss you!!

2008-12-09T22:32:00.002+08:00

Finally now i have the time to update my blog... Well november alot of thing i have to update.. Firstly, finally i got my license, yeah... after trying 2 time, the third time i pass.. Finally i can get to drive my family and hubby out haha!! 24 November 2008, officially got my driving license. The next event coming is my 3rd year anniversary with my hubby 19 Dec 2008!! waiting for the day to come!!

2008-11-17T00:36:00.003+08:00

Today went to kuishin bo with hubby and his friends.. We went to jurong point outlet, the treat is from hubby friend, thank you to him!! While we ate halfway, suddently there comes the song "ding ding dong 123 we are kuishin bo" haha it was so funny, everytime when i hear this song, i will laugh!! After dinner, we went to watch a movie and after that sent hubby friend home, that's all bout today!! Gotta sleep, goodnite!!

2008-10-30T22:46:00.002+08:00

Today in the afternoon, I bring our Tortise to the vet at Jalan Kayu. This tortise is hubby and me bought last year during june. First time heard about bringing tortise to see a vet?? funny right... today our tortise have to do injection because the doctor say the tortise lack of vitamin A and having infection, poor little tortise. Saturday and monday I have to do injection for our tortise and everyday have to apply cream on the tortise shell cos the shell is infected.. I hope they will get well soon!!

2008-09-11T12:49:00.005+08:00

Hi guys I'm back!!! After many many months never blog. Finally I my exam finish, no more stress, I don't need to touch my book yeah!! But I will have another stress next week, My DRIVING TEST.. oH my god, 17 Septh will determine whether I can get my driving license. I hope I can pass!! Pray hard.. Yesterday, hubby bought me a wallet cos my wallet got one big hole for putting the coin, poor hubby will always need to help me dig out the money!! lol!!! The wallet picture is below!! Thank you hubby, I love you...

2008-08-02T14:49:00.002+08:00

Later I am going to National Day Preview with hubby, his sister, mother... after so many years, finally can watch the celebration!! Last watch nAtional day celebration was 1999.. Many years already right! haha..

2008-07-07T00:46:00.002+08:00

Today went to gleanegles hospital with hubby mum, sister, aunt and grandma to visit hubby cousin wife who is going to give birth!! After that we went to suntec city shopping. Well, it was really very fun.. Hubby and me finally get to buy the BIG boster yeah yeah!! Tonight we will have a wonderful time sleeping haha.. We bought this Boster from carrefore. About 9 plus we leave suntec and hubby drive all of us back home!! That's the end of our whole outing today!! Bye bYE!! gOT to sleep...Cos tomorrow have to wake up at 6.20am for lesson!!

2008-07-05T02:14:00.001+08:00

Sick Sick Sick!! I hate flu!! 2 days having running nose non-stop!! Hope that by tomorrow I can recover!! It is just a simple blog haha!! Goodnite!! Got to sleep>..

2008-06-28T04:08:00.004+08:00

After a long time, finally I have time to update my recent life. Well, this holiday I have a wonderful time.. I went for my driving lesson, I really enjoy myself.. On the 17 SEPT I will take my driving test!! Oh my god, I hope that I can pass and get my driving license, I really wish for it. Hmm, so far almost all my driving instructor are very good!! Hope that I will not dissapoint them.. Today after my driving lesson, meet my boyfriend at Yio Chu Kang Mrt Station cos after his common test we will be going out for celebration!! Yeah.. We went to Asian Kitchen to have our dinner!! Thank you hubby for your treat I love you!! After that we went to Suntec City and shop shop!! Another thrilling thing is at night, hubby bring me to a Seng kang West(FERVALE) which have not much car, so I can try driving around.. It was really very amazing and adventrous!! At first I was really very scare cos normally when I drive, my instructor will be sitting beside me!! But anyway really fun cos hubby lead me.. Luckily nothing happen!! haha... Will update soon!! Bye bYE!!

2008-05-05T01:22:00.004+08:00

Just read through my previous colleuge blog. Saddness and touching!! Seeing your previous boyfriend with his new girl holding hand and kissing is really terrible and hurting. Imagine you and the boy have been together for years. Now have to be parted due to some problem. The worst thing is after a certain period, you saw that boy have another girl by his side!! I can imagine how painful the ex girlfriend feel.. I believe love is by fate. Who will be the guy or girl to spend the rest of his or her life with you is depends by god!! I wish all my friend will have a steady relationship for the rest of their life!!

2008-05-05T01:13:00.003+08:00

Today about 1 plus leave my house and go out with my hubby!! We went to Bugis Junction to watch Iron man. Well it is a nice movie, but for the first part quite boring. Hubby and me nearly dose off. haha but later part ot was very interesting! Before the movie, we went to level 2 to have our dinner at Wang Jiao Hong Kong Restaurant. The food there was really very nice. Hubby eat the fried rice, it was nicer than crystal jade. For me, I eat crispy noodle with pork and spicy soup. It was really very delicious.The price was affortable!! Next time I will defintely go back to the restaurant! Happy and enjoyable dating, after so long we never go out and watch movie!!

2008-04-26T12:31:00.002+08:00

This 2 weeks quite tired, cos attachment is tough. If I work afternoon shift on monday,the next day morning shift, very tired. Because morning shift I have to wake up at 5pm. But so far I really enjoy working. My colleuge treat me very well and I get to learn alot of things. I have one patient who always ask the nurse to gave her water, but she cannot always drink alot of water as she have kidney failure, need to do dialaysis. She always have the habit to keep on pressing the call bell. When we never give her water, she will say" All of u are lazy, abit of water also don't give me". This patient loves to eat and eat. When there is food for her, she will always eat finish. The most recent one is, after 12am midnight she have to fast cos she need to do a scan. before 12am. she keep on eat and eat.. Very cute!! But quite naughty patient haha!! I 've learn alot about life and death!! Life are short, we must treasure our loved one. We might not know when our loved one will fall sick!! Show love and concern to them..

2008-04-14T22:20:00.003+08:00

After so long now blog again.. well, today is my first day of attachmen, quite excited. Today is kinda boring cos the instructor have to tell us all the rules and regulations, fire safety and all those infection control stuff.. Basically is just all the talking and talking.. Worst thing is 2 days orientation which i really cannot endure. I wanna faster start my work!!I thought today I can receive my working schedule but in the end no... Sickening, my cp lecturer is just too lazy.. Other team get to receive their schedule. Only our group no!! Another thing is, my cp lecturer call other lecturer to bring all of us to the theatre and yet she is late!! My goodness!! Tomorrow have to wake up at 5.45am.. I hope tomorrow will be a better day!! That's all bye!!

2008-03-26T03:10:00.005+08:00

Today about 8pm went out with hubby to clarke quay, cos we wanna go out and have some fun!! Clarke Quay was the first place we met each other and is our first outing location!! Sweet( whenever I think about this, I will smile haha!!) That time we were so shy and innocent lol!! Now we have come so far since 2005!! (19/12/05)
Simply today what we do is just sing along together and I use my hand to tap the beat out!! Fun, although is just so simple I really enjoy myself. After that we headed to THE CENTRAL to have burger king as our dinner(Oh man my second round dinner, going to turn to a fatty pig haha) At first I hate burger king as I have the thinking that the burger not nice, but hubby introduce me grilled chicken burger, it was really delicious!! Thanks dear for your introduce!! after that we headed back home!!

2008-03-20T00:49:00.003+08:00

Today went to vivocity with my boyfriend.. Very fun!! First we went to eat kowlon mee which is wanton mee and fried wanton.. Mine is wanton with vegetable and char siew my hubby is wanton with vegetable and abalone.. I hate abalone so I never take that set. After that we went to Candy Empire and buy alot of sweet and chocolate.. Candy Empire have many type of special chocolate which other shop never sell.. Today we found out a new flavour type of sweet which is eclipse, this is our favourite sweet.. The new flavour which we buy really very nice. Later we went to I.P Zone to buy jacket, hubby bought a jacket for me I Love It Very Much, can really keep me warm.. Thank you hubby.. My boyfriend bought me the chang Jiang 7 hao and winnie the pooh laser from Hong Kong, very nice. Love you! I really love vivocity as it is a good place to chat especially outside vivocity, good scenery and cooling..

2008-03-18T02:21:00.002+08:00

Yeah, finally my hubby is back from Hong Kong, miss him so much!! He bought a big toys for her small sister which cost SG$70.. I'm sure his sis will be very happy to have such a good brother.. Today after school, once I reach home, have a bathe and prepare myself to fetch my hubby at the airport.. He arrived in Singapore at about 1953.. I was so excited to see him, four days never get to see him!! Love you my hubby!!

2008-03-16T23:35:00.002+08:00

Quite boring this few days, without my hubby with me!! He went to Hong Kong with his friend.. Monday will be back which is tomorrow.. Yeah!! Will go and fetch him back from the airport!! I miss him so much, almost everyday we will meet up together and have fun, suddenly without him by my side, feel so insecure.. I miss his laughter, voice and his hug!! I love you my dear!! I hope that he will come back safely, bless him and his friend!!

Muacks!!

2008-03-11T22:24:00.002+08:00

Last Sunday, went to my boyfriend 80 grandma birthday.. Very fun, alot of nice performance!! All of us have to wear formal.. This is my first time wearing black stocking which is very intersting to me!! My boyfriend dress wo.. handsome man!! Love you so much!! Both us wear black(MEN AND FEMALE IN BLACK) LOL!! I like his nephew so cute, chubby cheeks look like small version of la pi xiao xin!! Wishing his grandma belated birthday! I'm sure her grandma must be very happy, all her daughther and son gave her a wonderful celebration!! Wishing her healthy life!

2008-03-11T22:15:00.002+08:00

After so long, now i come back to blog again.. Finally stress is over, no more any exam!! Really very fast our 3 months campus trainig is over.. now we are going out to work in a real life!! Scary and excited! LOL.. sAD cannot see my friend for 3 months, cos all of us going to different hospital!! I wish you all the best, no matter how difficult it is, we must endure, must keep in contact! LOVE you guys and missing you all!! Another thing, I will miss my class Advisor, who is really a wonderful lecturere, who always never fail to lend her hand to help us,she is a very patient and nice teacher.. mISSIng you, cos once we return to school for the next campus trainig, we will not have her as our class advisor!! Bless you teacher!!

THANK YOU...Miss Rahimah

2008-02-24T00:46:00.006+08:00

This year valentine's day, we went to marina square ASIAN KITCHEN to have our dinner.. I personally prefer city link outlet, they got more variety.. sad, my boyfriend and me cannot get to eat chicken cutlet fried rice and the curry soft shell crab which is our favourite!! haiz!! Thank you my dear for giving me a wonderful present!! Handmade present and chocolate!! wow!! I love it very much!!Thank you to you my dear for spending many hours to learn and complete the heart!! I really appreciate your hard work!! And the ROSE!! which was reALLy a great surprise.. I remember that time, I did not expect my boyfriend will come to driving centre to pick me up.. while we walk out together to the bus stop to wait for the bus, he take the ROSE!! At that moment, I was so shock and burst into tears.. I was really happy and surprising!! This is my first time, a guy gave me roses!! I promise, will not leave you when you enter NS. My heart will only have you!! I feel so blessed and grateful to have you in my life!!

I LOVE YOU MY DEAR CHUA YUH KIAT!! MUACKS!

2008-02-09T02:52:00.000+08:00

It's been a long while since I update my blog. Alot of things happen in January.. Firstly, good news, I pass my practical test vital sign.. vital sign means take temperature, blood pressure, respirtion and pulse.. very intersting, I was so nervous when I take my friend pulse, my hand was so cold untill I cannot feel my friend pulse. But luckily, I managed to find it lol!! Haiz.. next monday is my class test, sian.. celebrate new year at the same time need to study!! boring.. cannot enjoy myself as much as I can.. No choice must pass so MUST study!! hope that I can pass!!

2008-01-23T22:49:00.000+08:00

After reading my boyfriend blog.. I personally agreed what he said, we must CHERISH
our loved one.. My wish is to hope that my grandma and grandpa can witness me during my marriage, and let them carry my children..I hope they can live longer, but I know some things is not under control by me.. All this thing is god will decide the fate!! Since I was a baby, my grandama was the one who looks after me and bring to school!! Me and my grandama relationship is very close!!

I remembered there was once my grandma admitted to the hospital for gall bladder stone and some other medical condition.. That time there was one doctor called my aunt and tell me that my grandma is seriously ill, and told us faster come and visit her.. At that moment of time, I immediately burst into tears, I did not expect this will happen.. Another bad thing is the next day was my N LEVEL EXAM, I cannot concentrate my study for the next paper, all I care is my grandma!! At that time I thought, how could I live without my grandma who have been with me for 16 yrs, and now she may go!!! I DON'T WANT THIS TO HAPPEN!!!

Luckily, after that my grandma feeling better.. the doctor really scared all of us!! I was so happy that my grandma is well!! Now what I can do, is to spend more time with my grandma and bring her around when I free, as I need to study so it will be quite hard for me to find time!! But I will definely spend time with her...

I hope that everyone will CHERISH their loved one, and please not neglect them!! that's all!!

2008-01-21T21:46:00.000+08:00

Today during biology lesson, my lecturer tell us about a thing call pacemaker.. this thing is a metal piece that put inside a person heart whose heart always stop suddenly!! The surgeon will operate the patient heart and put that metal piece into the person heart, so when the person heart stop, the metal piece will send a signal to the brain and signal it to pump the haert again.. When the moment my lecturer talk about heart..the lst thing i think of is my beloved grandma, cos she have a heart problem.Since young untill now, my grandma always take care of me, although sometimes she will scold me, but I know in her heart, she really care for me!
I am afraid one day her heart will stop and passed away anytime without any sign!! Heart attack is a major health issue in worldwide!! I know one day my grandma will passed away as now she is already 80 plus... I really hope that all my beloved one will always stay by my side, but I know one day, everyone of us will go through the stage of death.

Everyone of us must treasure the loved one we have as you may not know when the person will leave you!! I love my grandma, family and my dearest boyfriend!!(muacks)

Oh my god Coming practical test and biogy test...

2008-01-21T21:40:00.000+08:00

Oh man my practical and biology test is coming soon which is next week, STRESS!!! Just started school about 2 week plus, test is coming!! Better start studying and prepare myself!! ALot of memorising for biology blar blar...I have to study 5 chapter and memorise everything!! In nursing course BIOLOGY is the most STRESSFUL module, no matter what I must push myself to achieve good result!! That's all!! Will update bout my result!!

Treasure The Opportunity You Have...

2008-01-21T01:56:00.000+08:00

In the past, I never treasure the opportunity which i have... In the end my whole life change, seems that I have no future..because the course i want to study, i cannot go back again.. which is NURSING COURSE!! I use to take nursing course after that i quit, after that i go into business course..At first i have the interest, as time goes by, I feel so boring.... cos i always have to memorise all those rubbish stuff which make me feel that i am memorising something that is not useful at all.

Finally, this year, I can go back and study what I want...really very happy.. At first i went to apply, i am shrtlisted for the course and went to the interview, that moment i jump with excitement... sadly, i never get through the interview.
At the moment when I know that i cannot get in, my whole life really change, the first thing in my mind is 'OH MY GOD IHAVE NO FUTURE' what should i do??

The next day my mum help me call the school and ask them to give me another chance to study.. Finally, the section head let me in after a serious consideration!! Thank you MR TAY!! From that day onwards, I always tell myself, never give up again keep on going no matter how hard the course is!!! In life I will meet more challenge to deal with so I must be strong..

Lastly,I have to thank my dear for his support for letting me to go and complete my course and my aspiration!! oh and thank you for helping me to correct the letter haha!! Remember to treasure your opportunity as not everytime you will have another chance!!

Finally can get to use internet!!!

2008-01-21T01:40:00.000+08:00

Wow... finally i can use my internet!!! so happy..lol Hmm.. the first thing i want to say is, i really have to thank my precious dear to help me create this wonderful blog for me... thank you for all the hard work i know by creating a blog, you need to use plenty of your time... I love you!! I appreciate your hard work very nice thank you so much!! muacks!!! Specially for my dear HUBBY!!